oh boy, I would. I don’t know if that even makes any sense to anyone else but me, but I just want to push my arms into the sleeves of a good song and let it warm me up.
I know exactly what you are talking about. I’ve always wanted to live in a song also.
Bad lighting, semi-cute pic…
I want nothing more than to run. To get up, get out. I have spent the past couple days doing nothing and now? I want more, I crave more, I need more. I beg for attention, satisfaction, and connection. Last night we met lots of guys. Nice guys. Interesting guys. I didn’t want them, I didn’t think that would help fill this whole. I have a crush, its unrequited love and I will do anything to keep it. I am hopeless. Eternally hopeless.
Today has been pretty shitty. The guy I am seeing decided to not pay his phone bill, therefore having no way to contact me for days. Cute. Then, I was checking my online banking account to make sure everything was ok and found that someone has withdrawn $380. I am furious! I tried calling the bank and they are not open on Sunday so I can’t do anything about it till 7am tomorrow. I’m not only angry, I am scared it’s going to make me have a negative balance because I thought the money was there for the purchase, but now it’s not. Oh life! At least I was semi-productive as far as school work goes. I’m four pages of a paper away from being done with everything for the day.
