Musings...

To dye my hair brown or not to dye my hair brown? That is the question

Things I have learned about love:
The very person you expect to protect you and shield you from all the vile evil hatred of the world is the very person to demonstrate just how terrible human beings really can be. You never expect the person you love to lie, you never expect them to hurt you do very deeply that time and distance don’t even begin to heal the wounds. But most of all, you never expect that the person that hurts you the most is the person you find your thoughts drifting too. They are the only person you think of the call or the one person you can talk to.

animalstalkinginallcaps:

HONEY, I HAD LIKE A LITERAL GALLON OF APPLETINIS LAST NIGHT. PLEASE JUST MAKE ME SOME PANCAKES, OKAY? PRETTY PLEASE?

Sorrow(n):deep distress, sadness, or regret especially for the loss of someone or something loved.

There are no words to describe how deeply sad I am at the loss of a friend. How could someone so talented, so intelligent, so loved be taken away? The moment I even try to put myself in the place of his newlywed wife, I completely break down. I grieve for him, for her, for his family.

View from the cabin. I needed this vacation soooo bad!

It’s friday! This means I have successfully completed my 3rd week at new job:) I haven’t cried or killed anyone, so I would call this a success story. More to come on the drama that is being a new instructor. Woot!

Yeah apparently I deserve to be treated like shit… Thanks for teaching me something useful today.

Yesterday, I got the call that I officially, officially got the job. We talked specifics and all the not so fun stuff. I start Monday! I will still be working some hours at my old hell, but I told them I would slowly transition out since they recently hired two new people and they desperately need to be trained properly. I’m hoping it will be ok since the first week is just shadowing and training. I am so so so excited. I am so so so nervous. I just can’t believe after four months I can finally hang up my job hunting hat and just… relax!

The second “interview” was this afternoon and I must admit it was fantastic. I got a call a couple hours later with them basically saying I unofficially have the job! :D Sooo I am now the proud owner of a big girl job. I will still have relatively crappy hours and it seems like I will never work a normal 9-5 job a day in my life. Oh well.