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To dye my hair brown or not to dye my hair brown? That is the question

Jan 2nd

Things I have learned about love: The very person you expect to protect you and shield you from all the vile evil hatred of the world is the very person to demonstrate just how terrible human beings really can be. You never expect the person you love to lie, you never expect them to hurt you do very deeply that time and distance don’t even begin to heal the wounds. But most of all, you...

Dec 23rd

Aug 18th

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Death

Sorrow(n):deep distress, sadness, or regret especially for the loss of someone or something loved. There are no words to describe how deeply sad I am at the loss of a friend. How could someone so talented, so intelligent, so loved be taken away? The moment I even try to put myself in the place of his newlywed wife, I completely break down. I grieve for him, for her, for his family.

Jun 29th

May 29th

May 15th

ahhhhh!!!!

It’s friday! This means I have successfully completed my 3rd week at new job:) I haven’t cried or killed anyone, so I would call this a success story. More to come on the drama that is being a new instructor. Woot!

May 13th

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Yeah apparently I deserve to be treated like shit… Thanks for teaching me something useful today.

Apr 26th

Well...

Yesterday, I got the call that I officially, officially got the job. We talked specifics and all the not so fun stuff. I start Monday! I will still be working some hours at my old hell, but I told them I would slowly transition out since they recently hired two new people and they desperately need to be trained properly. I’m hoping it will be ok since the first week is just shadowing and...

Apr 20th

Soooo....

The second “interview” was this afternoon and I must admit it was fantastic. I got a call a couple hours later with them basically saying I unofficially have the job! :D Sooo I am now the proud owner of a big girl job. I will still have relatively crappy hours and it seems like I will never work a normal 9-5 job a day in my life. Oh well.

Apr 15th

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Job-ness continued...

So after 20, count them 20 days, the place that I interviewed for called me back. I have exchanged a few emails with the guy that I interviewed with, but never even a phone call. So today I was meeting my mom for lunch and I passed by the building. I thought a couple of negative choice words and didn’t think anything of it. Later, after some shopping, I get a phone call from “the...

Apr 13th

Mar 26th

I'm alive!

I survived the interview! Now I must wait…

Mar 23rd

Mar 17th

Mar 16th

Monday, Monday...

So begins another week of less then desirable shifts at the beloved place of employment. Three straight days of 12-9. Therefore, waking up this morning was extremely difficult. Literally took an hour to even considering moving a single, very sore muscle. So once the bedside lamp went on I had to make a decision: to go to the gym or not to go to the gym? Since the boy and I had tried our hand at...

Mar 14th

“The big problem with predicting the end of the world is that, if proved right,...”

– Bill McGuire

Jan 31st

Just a few thoughts....

4 weeks of job hunting…I give up. I’m thinking grad school? Finally broke the dreaded weight loss plateau! Minus 1 pound. Now 14 more to go by May 21st. Woot! The gym we go to is a little over a mile and a half away from the house. So yesterday I ran there and was honked at 4 times! On a Sunday! In the afternoon. What the hell?! Is football over yet? I can’t wait till I...

Jan 24th

Jan 17th

Is it really 2011?

As terrible as it sounds, I text my friend last night when I was at the gym regarding what I call the “resolutioners”. I was extremely annoyed that there were SO many people at the gym and waiting for gym equipment is not my strong suit. So, I angrily text her and said, “I almost want to tell the ‘resolutioners’ to give up now so I don’t have to wait for...

Jan 11th

Just your typical Monday...

Today’s list of things to do include: -dr appointment: check! - class:check! - presentation: check in 45 minutes! (scary) - blood work: at 2:15 and very scary! - study study study! I’m tired and it’s not even noon…

Nov 29th

Nov 25th

What if...

What if your best isn’t good enough?

Nov 6th

Oct 27th

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Woo!

Happy Birthday to meeee!!!

Sep 14th

In case you were wondering... →

Jul 24th

Jul 16th

Jun 28th

I want! →

Jun 20th

“I’m falling more in love With every single word you say I’m...”

– This Providence- My Beautiful Rescue

Jun 14th

Jun 11th

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Wine

jimmydenfield: I want to drink a bottle of red wine, and pass out with grape-stained lips.

Jun 8th

“As a moon waned to crescent We started to kiss”

– Bon Iver-Blood Bank

Jun 7th

May 25th

“I’ve been a good girl so I’m told Not usually the type to take...”

– Terra Naomi- Not Sorry

May 20th

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Apr 26th

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Apr 26th

Family....

Today was my Aunt’s second wedding. Enough said. My family has started calling me “back-to-nature-girl”. wtf…

Apr 25th

“And what I am to you Is not real And what I am to you You do not need And...”

– Damien Rice-Volcano

Apr 22nd

Good-bye Birmingham.

I spent the weekend at my parents house. It was nice to be with all my siblings and parents for a weekend. But, at the same time, I feel so overwhelmed. I have no plans for after graduation, which is in exactly 20 days. My parents want me to move back up here, but at the same time are talking about moving to Texas? I feel like we are all moving in 100 different directions and they are trying to...

Apr 19th