A long time ago...
I want nothing more than to run. To get up, get out. I have spent the past couple days doing nothing and now? I want more, I crave more, I need more. I beg for attention, satisfaction, and connection. Last night we met lots of guys. Nice guys. Interesting guys. I didn’t want them, I didn’t think that would help fill this whole. I have a crush, its unrequited love and I will do anything to keep it. I am hopeless. Eternally hopeless.
