Musings...

As terrible as it sounds, I text my friend last night when I was at the gym regarding what I call the “resolutioners”. I was extremely annoyed that there were SO many people at the gym and waiting for gym equipment is not my strong suit. So, I angrily text her and said, “I almost want to tell the ‘resolutioners’ to give up now so I don’t have to wait for equipment”. I give it another two week and the crowds will thin. I’m getting tired of the commercials and the ads about weight loss. Yes it is a constant struggle for me, making it even more annoying to be reminded numerous times a day about the fact that I am unhappy with my weight/body. My boyfriend calls me skinny girl. I told him last night, I don’t believe you. Where did this come from? I’ve never been this person to obsess and agonize about my weight. 

On a completely different note, job hunting is the worst thing ever! With a bachelors degree and full teacher certification in the beautiful state of Florida, I have absolutely no desire to look or apply for a job. For the first time in a long time, I get to sit at home on a Monday and read a book just for fun. I get to sleep in on Tuesday. I’m not worried about balancing school and work schedules. I don’t have to worry about money for textbooks, finding parking spots at the dreaded school of hell, and homework! None of it. I am free. I work part time, yes. But, I have free time! Lots of time for reading, watching movies, and mindlessly wandering the internet. Needless to say, its going to take serious motivating to get me to even pretend to want to get a job.