Musings...

I spent the weekend at my parents house. It was nice to be with all my siblings and parents for a weekend. But, at the same time, I feel so overwhelmed. I have no plans for after graduation, which is in exactly 20 days. My parents want me to move back up here, but at the same time are talking about moving to Texas? I feel like we are all moving in 100 different directions and they are trying to pull us all in the same general direction. I just do not know what I want to do…

A friend of mine’s husband died. I haven’t been close with them in the past couple years, but we did go to high school together and the same college. It’s so sudden and unexpected. The worst things happen to the best people. I remember when they first started dating. I feel SO bad for her and so helpless that there is nothing I can do to fix this terrible situation. I can’t even imagine being in her place right now. I’m sad I can’t go to the funeral too. Is there anything good that can come from Pat’s death? I highly doubt it…

Back to reality today. I’m not ready for all this…